yeah i know…not much of a shock there. I took this on saturday with a new little gadget I got for the camera from ebay. A remote…..no more flicking the switch and running for my life only to find that it has focused on the wrong thing. So you never know you may just see a few more pictures of yours truly….

anyway blessings for tonight, I am off to sleep before my early morning call….

xx

Im getting used to it now, the passage of time. Its still cantering along but I seem to have come to a bit more of a point of acceptance whereas before i think i was in a bit of denial. Its all part of the process i guess. We are loving having her around, she is a cool baby. Fairly laid back and flashing smiles at people quite a bit. The girls are still really into her and want to hold her a lot, which is lovely but they do tend to squash her and wake her up when the hold her!! But Poppy said to me the other day when i was trying to get the baby back from her after her cuddle….

"i want to cuddle her, because I love her"

awwww…..

and its gone ten so i am sat in bed with the 'lappy' and trying hard not to nod off. 

So hows it been? Monday was okay, no..good in fact, i went and got a baby bjorn carrier from Mothercare and little miss Matilda hasnt really been out of it since. I got one of those 'slings' before she was born in a sale and not one of us can get on with it. I had her in it once and i swear she was going blue her airway was so scrunched up….so anyways..that makes things a bit easier.

Tuesday was a day of RAGE from Poppy. oh boy..she wore me out….

Wednesday..i had a nasty experience with the customer service people in Tescos….over something very trivial but the dragons treated me like i was an idiot who had no ability to make my own decisions. 

The other two days i cant really remember so cant have been that bad. 

So no too bad, all it all. Tomorrow morning is the beginning of round 2…

leaving you with this…