degrees C…that is a very warm spring day for the UK, sometimes even summer temps and today it has been sunny and bright and felt like spring is really here. Although knowing the crazy weather we have it will be snowing by the end of the month!! I really needed to see the sun today because I am struggling with tiredness again. I can actually deal with the 'lack' of sleep if I only have myself to deal with…but thats just not the case. The faitugue pushes me to the edge of my reasonable self and i feel bad for the children having a sleep deprived and short fused mummy.
Our little babba has been out of sorts today as well, pretty uppity and didint want to be put down for much time at all. I think her cold is bothering her and she doesn't know how to do anything else when she is cranky other than cry .So that is what we have had today…
Been out in the garden today and let the sun warm her face. Wow, i love it when the sun appears again. It feels like I am waking up for spring as well as all the plants. I have moments when i do honestly feel very energized, despite the foggy-ness of fatigue still settling behind my eyes for the majority of the time. But then when i look at the very reason for my tiredness and near inability to maintain thoughts for long, this beautiful little face, it seems infinately worth it.
night xx